Was reading Emerlyn's blog and suddenly i felt a bit of emotional inside me. Suddenly i felt that i'm very far from God. I felt kinda sad, feel like crying. But i won't as my mum and grandmother are at home. They will start asking a lot of questions if they see me crying.

I find myself these few days very slacky. Almost every day will doze off in class, which i don't know why i could not control it. No matter how early i went to bed, the next day i will still be dozing off during lessons. Starting to wonder, how come i've been so tired in school nowadays.

Have not been doing QT regularly.. Hopefully i will discipline myself to do it regularly. I MUST tell myself everyday to read the Bible for the Word of God !! I MUST I MUST ! Cannot be lazy!!! I don't want to read the Bible only when i'm in church for service on sundays. Lord Lord, i pray that you will take away my laziness!!! (((:

Prelims and O level exams are coming. Day by day, week by week. The day of it is nearer and nearer. I don't know how well or badly i will score for it. Only my Lord will know. I will just do my best, trust and hands everything onto His Hands. Right now, my laziness really have to go. I want to do my best and Glorify God with my results no matter how good or bad it is. Try my best and put in all my effort and yepp, thats it ! So Lord i pray that You will give me Your Strength and Wisdom. ((:

Have not been talking much to my dearest melmummy. Dint see her online and i know she's busy. Nevermind, we're still meet on sunday for service and monday for cell to celebrate Tee's birthday i guess. ((: I LOVE MY MELMUMMY LOADS !!!! x)) I missed Audris jiejie too. Don't know how she is doing now. Kind of worrying for her. But PTL ! My Faithful God had given her a space in the foreign university when the local universities rejected her. 3 cheers to my darling Audris ! Hope she can adapt to the environment at the uni. ((: I missed a lot of people too ! People like huimin dearie, xjun jiejie, aunt liqin and etc... Mostly church people as i only can see them once a week. If not, don't know a month or two then see them once. But i'm glad that i'm going to service almost every week already but still, i only can say that i'm going out to study till evening to my parents and grandmother. I really don't like that! Lord, i pray that you will soften my parents hearts and i pray that they will come to know you. ((:

I missed my precious darlings too ! People like YINGHAN, charmain dearest, ziyan jie, hilda, janice, joan... Nora baobeix.. Yanying precious.. etc etc etc. There are more to go, more till i won't list them here cause the list is really really long. ((: Suddenly i missed so many people. How i wish i am still a little primary school gal. I love my primary school education more than my secondary school education. <3>

Emerlyn: Thanks for your advice today. Actually before you called out my name, inside me i'm a bit like crying for no reason. Thanks gal ! After your advice i'm better ((:

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